I wish I never met, married or pro-created with the x-person (my first husband for those who are confused with my great number of husbands). I was 17, I was not pregnant, I had been accepted to go study at WITS, there was no reason for me to get married – NONE. It was the most foolish, fuckwit-ish thing I have ever done. Btw, the marriage lasted 7 years!!!  

The correct thing to say is that you learned from your mistakes and the experiences shaped who you become… blah blah…. fuck that – I would have shaped just fine.

Secondly people tell me that you wouldn’t have had the brothers (my two sons – just to clarify since I now have many children)… Sorry, I don’t buy it. I believe you WILL have had the kids you were gonna have regardless and genetic make-up has little to do with it.

It was just a bloody stupid and unnecessary mistake. That is all.