11 January 2011 – A picture of my husband that stands on my side table, next to my bed. I miss him.
My kids came home today so I am back to being a full time parent and a part time wife! After spending many nights together, I couldn’t help the tears when I left Noid’s house this morning. Our normal kind of crazy is about to return….
I am having terrible pain in my neck into my shoulders. I need a very proper massage, medical like. It is nogal sore!!
I am still working hard. Worked on something today however that totally threw me…I felt so out of my depth. Kinda despondent like. Oh well.
I went to bed just after 9pm. Woke up at 11pm, turning to hold Noid, only to find I am alone. Tears.
Went to the kitchen where I found young Kevin who has trouble sleeping also. Poured red grape juice with what looked like communion wine and back in bed.
‘This is my body….’ After growing up in Church….I find you never forget the lingo. I even speak a fair amount of Catholic! 🙂
Kevin …final year of school. I can’t get my head around it. I wanted that baby so much, now he is almost a man. One more year to be Mommy….then the world is his. Love that child, we grew up together you know?
I wish you enough
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