I miss him.

2011-01-11

I miss him.

11 January 2011 – A picture of my husband that stands on my side table, next to my bed. I miss him.

My kids came home today so I am back to being a full time parent and a part time wife! After spending many nights together, I couldn’t help the tears when I left Noid’s house this morning. Our normal kind of crazy is about to return….

I am having terrible pain in my neck into my shoulders. I need a very proper massage, medical like. It is nogal sore!!

I am still working hard. Worked on something today however that totally threw me…I felt so out of my depth. Kinda despondent like. Oh well.

I went to bed just after 9pm. Woke up at 11pm, turning to hold Noid, only to find I am alone. Tears.

Went to the kitchen where I found young Kevin who has trouble sleeping also. Poured red grape juice with what looked like communion wine and back in bed.

‘This is my body….’ After growing up in Church….I find you never forget the lingo. I even speak a fair amount of Catholic! 🙂

Kevin …final year of school. I can’t get my head around it. I wanted that baby so much, now he is almost a man. One more year to be Mommy….then the world is his. Love that child, we grew up together you know?

I wish you enough
Wenchy

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4 responses to “I miss him.”

Hanlie

Jan 12, 2011 at 5:12 am

I hope that your living arrangements will be sorted out soon in the New Year. Enjoy this year with Kevin and good luck to him with Matric!

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SirNoid

Jan 12, 2011 at 9:53 am

So do I Hanlie.

I am also not well and am convinced it is a bug we both caught. Same symptoms.

Missing you stax too my love

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diddy

Jan 12, 2011 at 10:41 am

Please point me towards your living arrangements posts ! I am not sure of the story !
I don’t seem to be getting the subscriptions. Am trying this method too !

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only a movie

Jan 26, 2011 at 2:57 am

I am catching up and randomly commenting – but I missed the part where you eloped!! Congratulations!

I have a new blog.

Hope you are well. xo

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Mom to many, wife to SirNoid. Lover of water, walks in the shade and all things purple.

Nocturnal Wenchy