Blogging from bed

Hello,

Two weeks in, we still have some unpacking to do but is minimal now and most of it belongs to me. Sorry! I need to sit down with bags of cosmetics, stationery, and party goodies and pack them up properly. I did do some yesterday and was exhausted.

I am fed up with pain and the frustration of simply being unable to do stuff. Lack of physical strength pisses me off and I feel like a burden. Like others will lead better lives without having to look after me. Liam James cut the end of the mielies {corn} for me last night, I simply couldn’t. I did three and my hand was shot. I am hating this crap!!!!!! …. but more than half way thru my pain trial so we almost there and I trust it will surprise me! Wow, I almost said something positive!

Besides this I resemble an elephant when I love giraffes. Had a conversation with my dear friend Mel who knows about anorexia and she told me you have to not eat or a bloody long time! Coffee and water. I did ask if I can change my coffee to a skinny decaf latte. Mel says that will be fine if I wanna be stupid and aim for anorexia. I did say in my quest I may allow 3 apples a day. Sounds balanced? Hahah. Hear that song in The Jungle Book playing as the sound track.. I wanna be like you whoO hoooo!

My anorexic quest will have to wait until after our week at the Victoria Falls. I would like to ride an elephant and go on a helicopter ride! We leaving tomorrow morning, US Dollars in hand to visit Zambia and Zimbabwe. Honeymoon #3. Malaria tablets taken.

Laytah
Me